Post by Yejide on Aug 27, 2014 2:01:19 GMT
I'm told that some of you actually noticed I haven't been on lately. I suppose I should just make it official then instead of skating by with a few log-ins here and there.
I've been struggling a lot lately with... well, a lot. I won't get into the details, because I don't really understand it all myself, but suffice to say I haven't been the person I'm supposed to be lately. When I first joined this forum, I was very excited about it and it helped for awhile, but lately everything has been falling to the roadside: my writing, my housekeeping, even remembering to eat at least once a day. This has been going on for a few months, maybe even years if I really think about it, but it's been getting especially bad these last few weeks. As I type this I'm looking into getting help, because the one person in my life who had been enough of a 'counselor' for my worst times in the past passed away in May and I'm learning that I can't do this on my own. Not like I used to.
I'm sorry, I didn't mean to go that much in detail. Long story short, though, I'm likely not going to get on for awhile. When I do get back, I'll Colosseum my characters (Thema, Yejide, Sunyiwe) like crazy to catch up, but I really don't know when that will be. I may stop in to chat now and then, but if for whatever reason you want to get in touch with me, let Ashur's player know and she'll pass it on. When I'm back for good, I'll say so in this thread.
Thanks for accepting me here when I joined, and I hope to see many of you still here when I return. <3
I've been struggling a lot lately with... well, a lot. I won't get into the details, because I don't really understand it all myself, but suffice to say I haven't been the person I'm supposed to be lately. When I first joined this forum, I was very excited about it and it helped for awhile, but lately everything has been falling to the roadside: my writing, my housekeeping, even remembering to eat at least once a day. This has been going on for a few months, maybe even years if I really think about it, but it's been getting especially bad these last few weeks. As I type this I'm looking into getting help, because the one person in my life who had been enough of a 'counselor' for my worst times in the past passed away in May and I'm learning that I can't do this on my own. Not like I used to.
I'm sorry, I didn't mean to go that much in detail. Long story short, though, I'm likely not going to get on for awhile. When I do get back, I'll Colosseum my characters (Thema, Yejide, Sunyiwe) like crazy to catch up, but I really don't know when that will be. I may stop in to chat now and then, but if for whatever reason you want to get in touch with me, let Ashur's player know and she'll pass it on. When I'm back for good, I'll say so in this thread.
Thanks for accepting me here when I joined, and I hope to see many of you still here when I return. <3